+In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Ghost. Amen.
“What is truth?” It seems a rather modern sort of question for Pilate to ask Jesus, doesn’t it? Unfortunately, I cannot read this bit of John without thinking of one of the professors in a team-taught, interdisciplinary course I took back in college The prof was a video artist and self-labeled hippy who came back from Vietnam with more than just the unkempt beard he still sported. He came back with a cynicism which caused him to reject the faith in which he was formed, to the point of having dreamed as a child (believe it or not) of being a Lutheran pastor. This professor would stop in the middle of his lectures at sometimes appropriate and sometimes inappropriate points and say “’What is truth?’… -Pontius Pilate.” He, like many of his generation, was struggling (seemingly without success) at either figuring out the answer or else rejecting the question as meaningless.
Indeed, this is perhaps the central question of our age. Get beyond the particular controversies of the culture wars, and the question is there: “what is truth?”. Is truth simply that which is empirically or rationally verifiable, as the logical positivists claimed? If they’re right, claims like “two and two make four” or “John is wearing a black stole” are true, but any theological claim is properly meaningless. Is truth simply a human construct, as some postmodernists would claim? If that were the case, my truth and your truth would be so potentially divergent that Pilate’s would be a question without any meaningful answer.
Needless to say, I’m not buying either of these theories of truth. Nor, however, would I be comfortable saying that truth is simple. It is both objective and complex. Now, that’s all well and good for a philosophy class, but what do we say about truth when faced with the beauty and the horror of everything we Just heard in John’s account of the Passion? I think most of us (though perhaps not all), because we find ourselves in church on Good Friday, would say there is a powerful truth in what we just heard, even if we couldn’t put it into the most theologically elegant terms. But imagine how the story would sound for one who is either unable or unwilling to muster up a commitment to the central convictions of our faith, one who hasn’t annually gone through the highs and lows of the Paschal Triduum (these great three days we’re in the midst of). I would imagine that the story would not strike them as hopeful. I would imagine that the only truth they could glean might be the facts as we are presented them. A great man suffers a defeat. All is lost for this man and for those whom he had led.
What is truth? Jesus had answered the question already:
Ἐγώ εἰμι ἡ ὁδὸς καὶ ἡ ἀλήθεια καὶ ἡ ζωή
“I am the way and the truth and the life.” Here, Jesus discloses two very important things for our purposes tonight. First, he reminds us of his divinity. “Ἐγώ εἰμι” is a reduntant way of saying “I am” in Greek. He constructs his language, however, to remind us of God’s answer to Moses, when he appeared to him as a burning bush in the third chapter of Exodus:
Moses said to God, “Suppose I go to the Israelites and say to them, ‘The God of your fathers has sent me to you,’ and they ask me, ‘What is his name?’ Then what shall I tell them?”
God’s answer was four Hebrew letters “yod, he, vav, he”. It means “I am who I am”. God simply is. He is “Pure Being”. Existence is itself affirmation, and thus Christ (who calls himself Ἐγώ εἰμι) is the “yes”, the affirmation, the truth of existence.
If that’s a bit too heady, look at the another word Jesus uses- ἀλήθεια. It’s the Greek word for truth, but it means a great deal more than how we tend to use the word. It doesn’t just mean a correct proposition. It means disclosure, revelation. It literally means “the state of not being hidden”. Christ then, is the truth of God. He is a God whom we can see and touch and taste and love with all our hearts.
I think this can help us look at Jesus’ death in a new way. He was crucified for our sins, and it was our love of sin which killed him. Sin is like a blindfold which shields us from the light of truth. Truth set us free to love, yet we seem to prefer our bondage.
Even with its last breath, though, truth continues. The reality of God’s love is not fully hidden until it is pushed into a tomb and shielded by a stone. What is the last thing Jesus says to anybody that is not specifically to fulfill the Old Testament prophecies?
When Jesus saw his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing beside her, he said to his mother, “Woman, here is your son.” Then he said to the disciple, “Here is your mother.”
Even with Jesus’ dying breath he reveals the most moving sort of love. Truth gets its final word.
And then we find ourselves at the tomb- not the joyful empty tomb of Easter, but the dark, dank depth of despair. Our Lord and Our God, Our Way and Our Life, Our Love and Our Truth lifeless and dim and obscure. Here is our God, rejected and killed. Here we are, derided and rejected and hopeless. We cannot skip to the happy ending today. Today we die with Christ in his death. Today we mourn. We mourn for ourselves and for the children whom we brought into this cold, unlovely world, this world permeated by death. Who now can save us? We wait and we watch and we try to keep some glimmer of hope amidst the encroaching darkness.
